>I am ready!!
People who reach sexual maturity do tend to feel that way, however it's never if not rarely true. You keep saying "don't deny my needs", however it's not always possible to have all your needs met all the time. Also think of others needs, like Mewtini's. He had a need to want to be your friend and you are now denying his need. Now, that doesn't mean you have to be Mewtini's friend, you don't have to accompany his need. However likewise, not everypony has to accompany your needs either, nor are your needs always the most important.
If I were to give you honest advice, it would be to deter your need for a girlfriend for now, at least until your ready. That doesn't mean wait a few weeks, that means years, until you are mature enough to handle love.
I know this from experience: if you are desperate for a relationship, you'll end up falling for the first person who likes you, which doesn't usually turn out well.