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So there's this girl. She was depressed and had broken up with her boyfriend. She has an awful family life (Her dad's mad a lot/breaks stuff in front of her/calls her things, her sister are mean and have physically hurt her, her mom's one of those "you can drink wine because lol why not" cool moms). So we talk some, then a lot, then I tell her I like her. She thought it was "cute" and "didn't believe me". Over time, just us talking and asking how she was and doing things, she came to feel like we could be more than friends. Then we both go to a convention together and her ex hovers around her the whole time and even gropes her in the pool one night in front of everyone. She told me many times they weren't getting back together, but a few weeks later she goes to see him without telling me. I find out the same way everyone else did and that they were a thing again and she was staying with him for 2 weeks. She said she was sorry and wanted to tell me. When she got back I talked with her about stuff and asked her to be honest. According to her, they had been trying to fix stuff in secret. She got "pressured" to go back and somewhat "regrets" saying yes. She is skeptical about getting her hopes up that he'll visit her (he has a bad record of not keeping promises). She meant it every time she said she loved me and that she still does. I've been giving her distance right now to work on myself and let her do her thing. I know she wanted to go back because she was apparently "conflicted" for quite some time. I don't know if she went back because she's seeking comfort or if she still has regrets. She seems happy and I want her to be happy. I want to ask her about some of the things she told me when she got back, I just don't know if I should anymore. She just started college again so I want to wait until she settles in, has had time to work on her relationship, and for a time when things aren't so complicated. I trust her, but I worry about her. I know she still cares, but I don't know how she feels about all this. I really care for her and just don't want her to get hurt. I realize there's nothing I can do, and if she gets hurt it's her fault. I want to be there and support her, even catch her if she falls if necessary. I just miss her so much. It's been a month since she left and it still hurts pretty bad. I haven't slept much at all. Some have told me to just cut her off completely, but I want to still have some relationship with her. She's my best friend. I know time and waiting is the best thing to do, but part of me just wants to know she is ok by questioning her. What do?
I enjoy both apples and dashing.
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